"You can’t do wrong, right!" I heard this countless times during my treatment at Grandview. Looking back, I see how true it is. I had spent years justifying my choices, which led me into a cycle of crime and addiction. Before treatment, I was in the marijuana business long before it was legal. I had money, a beautiful wife, and the freedom to do as I pleased. I equated wealth with happiness, but inside, I was miserable. Despite a seemingly perfect life, I turned to drinking and drugs, seeking anything to escape my emotional despair. I felt lost and like a failure. This culminated in a suicide attempt that landed me in Costa Mesa Hospital for three weeks. Afterward, I tried various treatment programs along the coast, but I continued to use, until someone suggested the Grandview Foundation. |
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